Have you been threatened, mistreated, and bullied?
Have you experienced the feeling of being scared of what will happen next?
Have you experienced to lose your confidence because of such an event that takes down your personality?
Well, I have. If you're there right now. Alone, crying, hurt, angry and having that feeling of revenge. I just want to share with you my experience.
I've been bullied for 15 years, my classmates called me a nerd, ugly, (bane) and etc. I try to make friends, but it doesn't work anyway. And as the years passed by, I just let myself not to be distracted with these bullies. I have also experienced to be followed while going home and being punched by bullies. It was hard to (I was) because my house was only near to our school at that time. I don't have friends yet, I survive my first elementary years.
Afterward, when I got to the ranking of students, my classmates became friendly to me. Almost everything has changed. I have friends and I was able to play with other kids like me. I join organizations in our school and different academic competitions just so my interest will be focused on this stuff. I thought by means of being friendly, kind and understanding... everything will be okay.
But when I got into high school. I just realized how many fake people I have encountered. They say mean things behind your back, or laugh at you. It was really traumatic.
The worst part is, I've been played by a guy whom I treated so well. I thought his intentions for being a friend with me was good, but when the rumors start to spread.
Wherein these rumors were all about me and that guy was courting me or I was flirting him and a lot more. And then the guy was only laughing, saying things behind my back. And then, the truth revealed he was just playing with me. There were lots of happenings in my life, (bully-victim days).
Sometimes, I wish I was as pretty as the other girls just so I could earn the respect that I want or as rich as the other kids, so other teachers would treat me well. But then, I realized how Blessed I am experiencing these things in life and the fact that I survive to bully for how many years.
What I realize is that insecurities let other people do these things like bullying or such problems in their family. And they do these things to let out their anger to their loved ones, that they can't even express it to them.
You see, I have been misunderstood, mistreated, molested, and etc. But still, I'm here. I survived this kind of tragic event in my life. Moreover, I became strong and these things that happen to me before changed me for who I am right now.
If there were people who keep talking behind your back. Do not get yourself distracted by them."DO NOT WASTE YOUR TIME TO THESE PEOPLE BECAUSE YOU WERE NOT LIKE THEM". Instead, think of it in a positive way, BECAUSE THESE PEOPLE IS WASTING THEIR FREAKIN' GOLDEN TIME TALKING ABOUT YOU INSTEAD OF DOING VALUABLE THINGS IN THEIR LIVES.
So, if you have these kinds of happenings in your life. DON'T BE AFRAID TO OPEN IT UP TO YOUR LOVE ONES AND FRIENDS. DO NOT BE AFRAID to show what you can do, what you can prove.
Because what they say to you doesn't really mean who you are. IT IS YOU WHO CAN DEFINE YOURSELF.
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