I close my eyes and saw someone I knew

I've hurt, torn, and left like nothing happened.

Asking me to see what's new,

But hesitant to move my feet,

I can't even look at his eyes,

I wonder how he gets so happy seeing me,

After what I've done.

I wanted to know, how;

How he became completely happy without me,

Without by my side moved on like nothing happened

He let me into his home

A home full of happiness

Smiles on their faces, wanting friendship

Still, I'm hesitant

There's this feeling that keeps bothering me.

That something is not right.

And then, I remembered his words before,

His last words after I left,

That everything will be untrue,

and that he will wait for me to see this.

It happened and I regret it.

Photo by Josh Hild